Archive for January, 2010

More waiting – and mind games!

After seeing the Christchurch Oncologist on 8th January and being transferred to the Nelson Public Hospital Oncologist, I have finally been given an appointment to see the local specialist – February 16th. Once again we play the waiting game. Speaking to other cancer sufferers, they agree that this phase can be the toughest to endure. [...]

Acknowledgment vs Acceptance

I have met people who worry if they hear someone admit they have cancer. It as if somehow the cancer is given legitimacy if it is acknowledged. Having cancer is a fact that must be acknowledged before it can be dealt with it. It does not go away by denying its existence. I acknowledge that [...]

Another mountain to climb

On Thursday 7th January, Bronwen and I flew to Christchurch for my regular CT scan of the liver as part of the SIRFLOX trial I have been under. We met the Oncologist on the Friday morning. The news was not good. After being clear for four months, the scan showed the presence of nine new [...]

Don’t put off doing things

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One thing I’m learning with my new lifestyle is to ‘do it now’. We often plan things for ‘when I’m feeling better’, or for ‘when things improve’. I’m discovering that things may never improve, so do it now. Today I was feeling lousy and uncomfortable in every way but I had promised Abe and Phoebe [...]